No Troubles To Speak Of

I'm waiting what's in store for me tomorrow.

My contract with the organisation is renewable annually and I'm just curious how the past months would be reflected. Yes -- it's been that long. Come 18th April would mark my 1st year working in this organisation. Though I'm aware of my performance appraisal, nothing beats having that piece of contract signed and confirmed. Otherwise I'm just a clause in the contract.

I've been having doubts lately, on just about everything except God. Yeah -- if you ask me I just love doing that, second-guessing my own ability and not forgiving myself when things don't go too well or smooth. It can be stiffling if one has no troubles to speak of. You need them to constantly push you.

On a side note -- it's going to be a scrambling weekend as I need to settle some tasks I couldn't complete all week! I know this is terribly inefficient of me but sometimes idling makes me more human. Heh... I'm flawed and I've transcended into my own glorious rut and shortcomings!

"And it makes me feel so fine

I can’t control my brain"

-- Weezer

Well whadaya know? GE's coming and with it the Progress Package. This is almost as good as putting people on a dole. Because even the unemployed get a share of the surplus, cool! Lol.